Saturday, January 30, 2010
Friday, January 29, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
ROcky FoUNDation
Had a chat with the mentor about somethings this morning, he said some thought provoking things that in a strange way made a lot of sense.
This conversation like many started over the vibes from the emails sent to my phone. I no in the morning the last thing some people want to think about is work but I love what I do. I love PR!!! At this point in my life I feel that I am more committed to my work than I have ever been to a human being in the 22-years of me existing.
I do no that some day I would like to be in a relationship but that day is not anytime soon. After saying that My mentor went on to ask about the previous blog posted "Voicemail" and wanted to no the depths of that situation, and his response to my answers were to demolish the bridges that are behind me, then I will have no choice but to move forward. His reason behind the statement was true, but I think for some people those bridges are rocky foundations that took time and work to create and by destroying them so easily you realize that the work and the effort you'd put into it wasn't worth it but you some where deep inside you no that in order to do move forward those bridges have to be demolish to build new ones.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
VOiCE MaIL
So last night I expressed to this guy that I still had feelings for him (he was an ex boo but we still spoke everyday) but he pretty much tried to play my life (that wasn't ok) he told me that he was pretty much over "us." So i left the conversation with that note and continue to do me.
so tonight I was taking to an old friend and someone from a private number called (I didn't answered) so after I got off the phone I go to check my voice mail and it was from him (the ex boo) and the msg was saying how sorry he was and how he thought he made a mistake and how it wasn't him talking even thou it was and now he wants try things out again blah blah blah...
but after having the night to mediate about the situation I realized that he wasn't meant to be in my plan again. I think that he and I were never meant to be together we were only there to save each other....
so tonight I was taking to an old friend and someone from a private number called (I didn't answered) so after I got off the phone I go to check my voice mail and it was from him (the ex boo) and the msg was saying how sorry he was and how he thought he made a mistake and how it wasn't him talking even thou it was and now he wants try things out again blah blah blah...
but after having the night to mediate about the situation I realized that he wasn't meant to be in my plan again. I think that he and I were never meant to be together we were only there to save each other....
Monday, January 25, 2010
THe PRoduCT of INsoMia
I want to write something beautiful but my thoughts won't allow me...I lay in bed and watch as the hand pass through time, eyes heavy but bad dreams and fears have brought little rain...placed my hands on my face, closed my eyes and made a wish hoping it would lead me back to you...thoughts going in circles, times still change and rusted silence is all I'm left with.
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